My life just got real sad. I just spent an hour watching Bob Ross videos on youtube and crying because I miss his show. THEN HE SHOWED UP ON MY DASH AND I REBLOGGED THAT SHIT. 

CRYING. TEARS. STREAMING. UNNECESSARY. YET NECESSARY. 

What’s the deal with me today?

My emotions today =

-Father buys his little girl a pack of m&ms because they’re pink for Valentine’s, and she likes pink. INSTANT TEARS

-Older man in his precious scarf with his cane buying roses: INSTANT TEARS

-Little boy hugs his grandmother and says: “I love you!” INSTANT TEARS

-FREAKING BOY BAND SONG ABOUT YOU’RE MY ONLY LOVE: INSTANT TEARS

-Video about a little girl with cancer getting a special Valentine from the staff that cares for her: INSTANT TEARS

-My teacher brings everyone Valentine candy: INSTANT TEARS

Conclusion = today I am insane.

Seriously, I never act like this. I don’t think it even has anything to do with Valentine’s Day other than it just happens to be Valentine’s Day. WHERE ARE THE TEARS COMING FROM????????

We will be swimming with the manatees on our surprise trip to Florida which he planned. Then, we will have a beautiful evening of wonderful food, champagne, and dark chocolate. Afterwards, we will go back to our fine hotel (where he has been thoughtful enough to reserve an attached separate bedroom suite just for me and my modesty). He will then proceed to slow dance and serenade me with Brian McKnight just before he pulls out a manatee charm bracelet. As he moves to clasp the bracelet around my wrist, it will become obvious one of the charms is an engagement ring, and he will then go down upon one knee and ask a question to which I will answer with a YES. Lastly, we will have a magical kiss and laugh the rest of the evening away in bliss.